About
I entertained/performed to music for others as early as 5-ish yrs old and have consistently made mostly extreme metal & shiddy hip hop all through out my life.
And I am borderline.
Despite life mostly being miserable and sorrowful I've apparently valued it enough to not be able/allowed to leave.
Despite loosing everyone I ever adored/loved I hope one day to find myself & relationships.
Despite the lack of authentic/genuine love I've received it's always my foundation towards others.
Despite feeling every emotion 1000% stronger (which mostly are negative ones with negative impact on my life/relationships) I still feel just at strongly and genuine about my interactions with people I like, adore, respect and/or love.
You may not get me, be able to handle me, not believe [in] me or stick with me - (I sure as hell usually don't!) but know that my interactions/stories are ALL of my soul, heart, pain, grief, struggle, achievements, encouragement, hope, joy & love.
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